Things fall apart.160124

At this point in life a felt more rejected.. What was my mistake and where did I gone wrong… why am I insulted and treated this way… I thought at this tender age I will be treated well and loving….. But not knowing that the behaviour of this person is still the same… I’ve started to think that the other half can still further my education…..CAN U?? I have best people who still encourage me at the point I’m lost..LADY-CONPHIDEHENCE….. Now the hope is on God. Nothing feels like working in me now…. My heart stop beating….. My kidney failed….. My brain can’t function now….. My whole body can’t respond to stimuli…. The only thing working in me is the tears glands.. They are full and already emptying….. I thought that person was the I have to put my trust in…….. Because I am that person’s blood…….. But now I felt more betrayed cuz this is not the first……. My whole entire life I felt I was not that person’s.. Nothing is showing on my phone….. All my apps also failed to respond…… Especially Audiomack🎧….. So my ears have to listen to the routine words….. It makes my ears itch me….. I have nothing to say…… Is this person really going to sack me……. Things has already fall apart.